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~christmas...and reading~ one good thing about this christmas is that i was able to spend time with my family... despite some iffy feelings... plus i had a gorgeous time at the bookshop today... i realised how much i missed going there... *sigh* anyways...merry christmas! may god bless all.. ;) adioz ~shakti

i've found some new songs... technically they're not new cos they've been out since last year.. but i came across them recently... and guess what? the movie is still unrelased... what a pity... cos i feel that the songs are AWESOME! nearly all (i love all the songs except for one...go figure) the movie's name is leelai. new hero. new heroine. new music director. new singers. wooooo~ i seriously love the music... here's one sample song :) adioz ~shakti~

i wrote this as a dedication for a friend... whom i have known for so long.... the reason i wrote this was because of what she had written on her fb status. yes, i know it may not be related to me but conscience does prick you know... so yeah... (dedicated to someone) ______________________________________ If you think I have changed, think again. Things don't happen without a reason. Maybe it's you. Maybe it's not. If you've got a problem with that, then deal with it. Or ask me directly. This is me. You should know better. Especially of all people. I've always been there for you. But you took me for granted. And now you're complaining??! I don't like having to wait/feeling second best/being an option for you when I had made you one of my priorities... I'm still around anyway... I used to make efforts to just spend time with you. But you never appreciated it. In fact you demanded more. Even though you know I have already given up my precious time. Jus

~self discovery~ yeah.. i'm slowly becoming an insomniac... and i dont like it...though i used to wish i was one...(cos u had more 'awake' time...get what i mean?) so anyways, i tried sleeping just now... but i ended up waking up to shut off the alarm...and couldnt go back to sleep in case ur confused... it was abt 4.45am when i decided to go to bed my eyes started itching like crazy so i went n got some wet tissues to cover n soothe my eyes i set the alarm for 5.30am so that i dont end up having wet pillows but unfortunately/fortunately...i didnt sleep at all.. so i just shut the alarm....and came over to my laptop 'station' and i since couldnt be stuffed studying or doing my assignment... i decided to surf the net...and i came across one of my college mate's tumblr blog... and it was pretty cool...esp when i see that we have so many similarities... and her posts were pretty inspiring as well as emo abt certain things in life... kinda like how my blogs are... b

100 days of being together... i love you so much... thanks for putting up with me still ;P i hope we'll remain together forever more.. loving you always mr.sexy ;) adioz ~shakti~