eK pAgLi Ki KaHaNi

~starting afresh~ now that everything has been cleared... i feel so much more freer... wow... can't believe how i had misconstrued everything... damn, i feel like a fool... thank god u're so sweet ;) and i thank god for sending you as my friend now that all this is over, i noe that i can move on without having worry about this issue ;) adioz ~shakti~

~i feel like i'm fading away in life~ life seems to be going okay i guess.... having my study break now... but unfortunately...i havent been studying AT ALL!!! and this is sooo not gud....damn.... i swear i'd have to pull a 48-hour all nighter... aduiii.... i feel happy woth the way some of the things had been going all this while + last nie ;) and yet 2day i came across a downer... ;( *sigh* i noe i should focus on my studies.... and yet...when i spend time with him... all my problems just dissolve...and i feel like i'm meant to be... like everything is just right... i dunno why...but i noe i like you alot...though i'm trying to not let myself fall for you... i noe i would fall too deeply if i did.... please...please let me noe soon... i just dont wanna be kept waiting... i keep thinking about all the times we had spent together whether in reality or online... those are seriously memories that im cherishing very very much.. especially the ones in reality... i noe i wi