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alone again...

u noe, feeling alone wouldn't be too bad if you had a loved one by your side... but apparently he's MIA...can't even get through his line... this is when i truly hate the distance :'( i just wish you were here... i need someone to talk to... or just listen to me ramble...and hold me tightly... and say that it's ok..."you're with me now" ... *i wish* adioz ~shakti~

hurting so bad...

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i cant believe it hurts this bad... being so far away from my parents... i never thought i'd see the day that i miss them so badly :'( i keep going through the photos of them that i have with.. and it's always never enough... i miss them so badly... it feels like i'm left all alone with no one.. i noe it was my choice... but the only thing i expected was some pangs of homesickness.. cos i thot, due to the distance, we'd atleast make some effort to keep in touch... but i was wrong... instead, they're keep away :( it's like i dont belong anymore :'( why me? *in tears* shakti

2hours left

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aaaand...i'm the biggest quack around... with only 2 hrs for the assignment... and here i am...blogging... reason: just because... bleaghhh... I'm the Queen of Procrastination and Calvin is my inspiration :P adioz ~shakti~

Stuck in a Loop

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this what it feels like ~ walking in circles stuck! big time... bloody assignments... bah! worse part, i pretty much have forgotten everything related to that subject thanks to my one year 'sabbatical'...*sob sob sob* why meee~ no matter how i'm trying, my brain doesnt seem to be functioning... it's like my brain is stuck in a warp and cant see a way out of it...yet... as it is the 1st part of the assignment had bombed, cos i did a very late submission... sucks to be me... in research class!!! adioz ~shakti~