why?
feeling quite lost and blur... i dont even know what have to do anymore.. everything seems to be urgent and blown out of proportions.. i dont know what i am supposed to do... i feel like such a fool.. a dunce... i feel as like questioning myself for all that i am going through now.. i keep asking myself, if all this is worth or not.. i don't know who to ask... i feel like such a failure... time itself is going against me... especially when that is one of the things that i need the most... why?