for the love of the Maestro's music...

adioz

~shakti~

a mini realisation...

~compartMENTALized~

the need for each thing to be in its own place

a few maybe...

procrastination...im the best in that...

well, i kinda realise why i put things off...

and the reason is simple yet...weird..

i'll explain in terms of an example...

that way u might get what i'm saying...

ex:

when i wanna clean up my closet, im ready to start...

i have all the ideas of what i want, how i want it, what i will be doing with the remaining stuff..

the prob is that when i start, i see either alot of precious things..or i find it daunting for the fact that,what if i cant clear up the mess that i'm gonna make...a.k.a. when i'm gonna pull out the stuff from the closet, it will be making a BIGGER mess than what my room is in...

therefore, i choose to procrastinate..knowing that, this is mess is bearable compared to the one that might be made...

u get the idea...?

so, when it comes to the rest of my things, the issue that crops up is that, where do i keep the DISPLACED stuff...cos, after i'm done with a section, i KNOW for sure that there will 'homeless' things...which in turn make the place messy again...

*sigh*

yes., i know i have to throw away alot of things as well...

but i dont know where to start... ;(

nyways...i shall be pondering on how to overcome this issue...

adioz

~shakti~

Bewafa (Imran Khan) - updated version... lolx

this chick is awesome!!

do not take your eyes off her ;P

happy watching..

inspiration...

i think i have found an inspiration..

after so long ;)

>>> Krish!!

adioz

~shakti~

bored as hell...

now that i am back at home...

for good unfortunately...

i've been feeling seriously, seriously bored...

bleagghhh...

i know i have tons of stuff to do...

but somehow or rather...i either get side-tracked or end up just not doing them at all...

it's like 'why do i even need to do this?' kinda feeling...

it feels like there is no point...

when i'm not gonna be here anyways...

like work for instance...

there's abt only 2 months or less left...

and my dad has asked me to look for a job...

it's pretty tough when u know u're gonna leave pretty soon...

hmmm...

and then there's my room...

which is of course a perpetual mess...

*sigh*

but of course...i have to clean it up and leave it spick n span so that i wont have trouble whenever i come back home...if u call this home anyways...

refer to my other blog if u wanna know whats bugging me...

oh well...life's a b*tch they say...

i think for me....life's a freaking mess...

and that's all i can think off for now...

adioz

~shakti~

p.s. i did get to meet up with mr.someone again ;)

was a gud one