eK pAgLi Ki KaHaNi

adioz ~shakti~

~compartMENTALized~ the need for each thing to be in its own place a few maybe... procrastination...im the best in that... well, i kinda realise why i put things off... and the reason is simple yet...weird.. i'll explain in terms of an example... that way u might get what i'm saying... ex: when i wanna clean up my closet, im ready to start... i have all the ideas of what i want, how i want it, what i will be doing with the remaining stuff.. the prob is that when i start, i see either alot of precious things..or i find it daunting for the fact that,what if i cant clear up the mess that i'm gonna make...a.k.a. when i'm gonna pull out the stuff from the closet, it will be making a BIGGER mess than what my room is in... therefore, i choose to procrastinate..knowing that, this is mess is bearable compared to the one that might be made... u get the idea...? so, when it comes to the rest of my things, the issue that crops up is that, where do i keep the DISPLACED stuff...cos,

this chick is awesome!! do not take your eyes off her ;P happy watching..

i think i have found an inspiration.. after so long ;) >>> Krish!! adioz ~shakti~

now that i am back at home... for good unfortunately... i've been feeling seriously, seriously bored... bleagghhh... i know i have tons of stuff to do... but somehow or rather...i either get side-tracked or end up just not doing them at all... it's like 'why do i even need to do this?' kinda feeling... it feels like there is no point... when i'm not gonna be here anyways... like work for instance... there's abt only 2 months or less left... and my dad has asked me to look for a job... it's pretty tough when u know u're gonna leave pretty soon... hmmm... and then there's my room... which is of course a perpetual mess... *sigh* but of course...i have to clean it up and leave it spick n span so that i wont have trouble whenever i come back home...if u call this home anyways... refer to my other blog if u wanna know whats bugging me... oh well...life's a b*tch they say... i think for me....life's a freaking mess... and that's all i can think