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do you ever get the feeling that you're being bottled up? i do. god knows when i'm gonna explode.... adioz ~shakti~

lost in the sense that...i have no idea what 'triggered' my mom off...and she giving me the cold shoulder again... damn lar! adioz ~shakti~

so much for sleeping in actually... i do get my extended sleep now that the 'verbal confrontation' had taken place...it was not much of a confrontation..seriously... just one retort...and they're upset...more like mom was upset...it was not like i aimed the retort at her...i was replying to my dad. seriously, who wouldnt get pissed off if u need to go to the bathroom so desperately...and that's when ur parents wanna give u THE lecture... i mean come on lar...u gotta be kidding me...as it is i had been woken up from my 'beauty' sleep...and then u wanna lecture me?? for goodness sake lar, what is so upsetting bout my retort and my tone of voice? my dad asked me to wake up earlier. to which i replied - "and do what? meditate is it?" obviously my brain wasnt working at that stage... reply was to my dad, but mom got upset...really weird lar...after that i didnt wanna say anything to her...she was giving me the cold shoulder as she always does when she gets

have u ever gotten that broken feeling.... ~shattered~ feeling so aaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhh... looking at the red tint on the glass makes me wish that my blood was on it... no words to express what's in my mind... seriously....what's up with me waking up at around 8am if i've got nothing to do...i mean seriously! i wake up, i do my chores, then i sit in front of the pc...have lunch....back to the pc...and in the evening i go walking...then shower...then dinner...back to the pc...then i sleep... with this kinda mundane routine, do u even wanna wake up any earlier than 10am??? adioz ~shakti~

hollaaaaaaaaaaa afta a long time i'm posting... btw, just wanted to share that today was one of the best days of my life... starting with, i was finally got to watch Night at the Museum 2 with my bestie, Lavan after planning it ages ago... plus one of her cousin sis (Thulsy) in the tow....thankfully she's kinda fun the original itinery: 1. watch Night at the Museum 2 (2.30pm show) 2. maybe go for a bowling session and some arcade games 3. head home by 6pm like 'good' girls but unfortunately...the only available tickets when we got there were the front row seats...desperate as we were...we didnt want an annoying after-movie-pain-in-the-neck...so we checked out when was the next show... it was at 7pm!! so the next prob was to convince our mommies to let us watch this show... and thus began the drama...well...not alot surprisingly... lavan called her mom and her mom agreed. then i called my mom and she too agreed...that alone shocked me and Lavan cos that was THE MOST SPE

...i feel lost i dunno why, but i feel as though my life has no direction at the moment.