Tuesday, June 30, 2009

bottled up...


do you ever get the feeling that you're being bottled up?
i do.

god knows when i'm gonna explode....

adioz
~shakti~

Monday, June 29, 2009

k...im lost again

lost in the sense that...i have no idea what 'triggered' my mom off...and she giving me the cold shoulder again...
damn lar!

adioz
~shakti~

Saturday, June 27, 2009

yay for me...nott!

so much for sleeping in actually...
i do get my extended sleep now that the 'verbal confrontation' had taken place...it was not much of a confrontation..seriously...
just one retort...and they're upset...more like mom was upset...it was not like i aimed the retort at her...i was replying to my dad.

seriously, who wouldnt get pissed off if u need to go to the bathroom so desperately...and that's when ur parents wanna give u THE lecture...
i mean come on lar...u gotta be kidding me...as it is i had been woken up from my 'beauty' sleep...and then u wanna lecture me??

for goodness sake lar, what is so upsetting bout my retort and my tone of voice?
my dad asked me to wake up earlier.
to which i replied - "and do what? meditate is it?"
obviously my brain wasnt working at that stage...
reply was to my dad, but mom got upset...really weird lar...after that i didnt wanna say anything to her...she was giving me the cold shoulder as she always does when she gets mad at me...

adioz
~shakti~

Friday, June 26, 2009

damn!!!

have u ever gotten that broken feeling....


~shattered~

feeling so aaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhh...
looking at the red tint on the glass makes me wish that my blood was on it...

no words to express what's in my mind...

seriously....what's up with me waking up at around 8am if i've got nothing to do...i mean seriously!

i wake up, i do my chores, then i sit in front of the pc...have lunch....back to the pc...and in the evening i go walking...then shower...then dinner...back to the pc...then i sleep...

with this kinda mundane routine, do u even wanna wake up any earlier than 10am???

adioz
~shakti~

Saturday, June 13, 2009

of movie marathons and bowling

hollaaaaaaaaaaa

afta a long time i'm posting...
btw, just wanted to share that today was one of the best days of my life...
starting with, i was finally got to watch Night at the Museum 2 with my bestie, Lavan after planning it ages ago...
plus one of her cousin sis (Thulsy) in the tow....thankfully she's kinda fun

the original itinery:
1. watch Night at the Museum 2 (2.30pm show)
2. maybe go for a bowling session and some arcade games
3. head home by 6pm like 'good' girls

but unfortunately...the only available tickets when we got there were the front row seats...desperate as we were...we didnt want an annoying after-movie-pain-in-the-neck...so we checked out when was the next show...
it was at 7pm!!

so the next prob was to convince our mommies to let us watch this show...
and thus began the drama...well...not alot surprisingly...
lavan called her mom and her mom agreed. then i called my mom and she too agreed...that alone shocked me and Lavan cos that was THE MOST SPEEDIEST OK that we've got. the next person was Thulsy's mom...
her mom was a bit tough to convince mainly bcos of her bro...(that's a diff story...but i dont wanna elaborate)...
but in the end Lavan did her magic and convinced Thulsy's mom... :D

the plan was to get those tickets and then plan what we could do to kill those remaining 5 hours...and with the suggestion of the girl at the ticket counter (who's actually an acquaintance - Ratna), we got tickets to another movie...just before Night at the Museum 2...it was Monsters vs Aliens...

so the NEW plan was:
1. go for bowling...probably 2 rounds
2. watch Monster vs Aliens (it was a 4.45pm show)
3. 30 mins break...
4. watch Night at the Museum 2 (7pm show)
5. head home....like aforesaid "good" girls ;P

and one of the best parts were during bowling...halfway thru our game, we met a good friend of ours, Kiru...so we asked her to join us...although it was halfway...which meant her game would be slightly extended...but that didnt bother us...after that, we had a round 2...
boy, that was fun :D
plus with cam-whoring too...hehe...

thereafter, we had to go off for our movie, while Kiru had to head back home...so we said our goodbyes and when for Monsters vs Aliens

some funny things:
1. when M vs A started, Lavan asked why is this movie diff...she thought we were watching NATM2 first...lolx...
2. i was finishing my drink and that's when Lavan asked for it...she did that the last time too :P
3. we ran back into the theatre after M vs A finished cos we didnt know that after the ending credits there were some clips being shown...
4. after we came out, we checked the tickets for NATM2...it was playing at the same ciniplex no.2 (where we were watching M vs A) and we had gotten the EXACT same seats...
5. naturally we sat at the EXACT same place... :P

*sigh*
the day was just awesome

adioz
~shakti~

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

can someone find me please...

...i feel lost


i dunno why, but i feel as though my life has no direction at the moment.


Monday, June 1, 2009

Angels and Demons 3

yeah, u guessed it...
i went for the third time ;)
nuff sed.





adioz
~shakti~

Restarting

To be honest, I'm not sure what I'm doing with my life anymore. Seems like I'm hitting a downward spiral again. Here goes nothin...