hmm....

~i feel like i'm fading away in life~

life seems to be going okay i guess....

having my study break now...

but unfortunately...i havent been studying AT ALL!!!

and this is sooo not gud....damn....

i swear i'd have to pull a 48-hour all nighter...

aduiii....

i feel happy woth the way some of the things had been going all this while + last nie ;)

and yet 2day i came across a downer... ;(

*sigh*

i noe i should focus on my studies....

and yet...when i spend time with him...

all my problems just dissolve...and i feel like i'm meant to be...

like everything is just right...

i dunno why...but i noe i like you alot...though i'm trying to not let myself fall for you...

i noe i would fall too deeply if i did....

please...please let me noe soon...

i just dont wanna be kept waiting...

i keep thinking about all the times we had spent together whether in reality or online...

those are seriously memories that im cherishing very very much..

especially the ones in reality...

i noe i will be meeting you soon...

just a matter of a few weeks...

but i still cant wait...and im also beginning to feel afraid....

so many "what if's" running across my mind....

what if im having false hopes?

what if im the one seeing things wrongly?

what if you dont actually like me?

what if you have been just been playing?

what if...

adioz

~shakti~