fuck fuck fuck!

how could i have been so careless???!!!
thanks to me, everything is gonna go down the drain!!
fuck la!!

and all of these have to happen last minute...
so much of chaos now...
aaarggghhhh!!
and i've no idea how am i gonna deal with all this...
damn!!! can i just renounce the damn world n be a nun instead???
i think my life will become easier.. T_T


fml
adioz
~shakti~


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