So sue me!!

cos i couldnt think of a better title...

my restlessness is not helping either

something is bugging me, but i have no clue what it is...

i just feel like i wanna scream shout yell of go wild. go beserk nuts or whatever you call it. 

but i just wanna let loose. 

i feel like i wanna break something or do something really dangerous or stupid or painful

i just woke up feeling quite lousy. and this sucks. bg time.

fuck everything. i just wanna run away and shut out everything.

i wanna become anonymous and disappear from this life.