soaring...

I think my head is too high up in the clouds...
so much so that I've forgotten how to land back to the ground...
perhaps even fear landing back to the ground again...

sometimes when I do try and land... I find that the monsters I fear come back to chase me...
which forces me back up into the skies...

often...it feels fun...being able to glide along...high above everything mundane...
with no fears, worries, or responsibilities...
being able to view almost everything at a bigger level
supposedly reducing biased-ness...

but at the same time...the constant flight and height in the skies...will leave you numb...
just as how you would feel after being in the same position for hours...
that same numbness will begin to consume you...

you want to feel more...so you start doing acrobatics, either to gain attention or to push your limits...
but never landing down...not being able to make your mark on the ground...
hurting...feeling that you're always left to the skies...
soaring...alone...

adioz
~shakti