Sunday, March 18, 2012

Mere dosth ke liye...

to my "dear" friend,

how are you?
it's been awhile since i heard from you...
how's life been treating you?
i guess i can say that it's treating you better than me...
since that's how you have depicted your life to the public...
but of course, i dont expect you to know what's happening in my life..
after all...it's you've become too busy with your life...

don't worry, i completely understand..
i know you were busy with your work..
and now your studies...it's no problem if you can't find the time to even reply a single text message of mine...sure, i completely understand...

i also understand that i'm no longer important in your life...
cos, i can see that you have your own circle of friends...
ones who actually still keep in touch with me more than you do...
i'm sure they are pretty "jobless" just the way you are so "busy" and caught up with your life..
no worries...

but of course, i do hope you remember me someday...
and when you do, i just hope that it would be genuinely because u remembered me...
not because i kept bugging you...or someone told you about me...or whatever other "reasons"
i know i'd probably be still around...
just not the way it used to be...

like how we used to talk endlessly of anything under the sun
(or stars ~ since we used to stay up till late) ;)
or the way we used to hang out and had maximum fun...
ignorant of our surroundings...
and despite all chaos that was on my side, back when you still could make time for me and everyone else...

i hope, you'll understand then just the way i understand you now...
do take care, cos no matter what i do care for you...

yours truly...
a friend who cares...
__________________________________________________________

adioz
~shakti~

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