ajeeb lakti ho

feels weird. dunno why.
from the friend who helped me respect myself.
now seems to have changed. and also my closest friend.
seems to be wanting my friendship for the sake of fringe benefits.
or more. i dont know who to trust anymore.
i cant trust myself also. i break my own promises.
who else is left?

adioz
~shakti~

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