lethargy~killer of creativity

sorry peepz...havent been able to come up with decent posts as well as the continuation for my 'holidays series'. will get back to it once im back on track.i swear to god, im feeling just so lethargic...
luv ya
~shakti~

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the holiidaays are back again...part 1

ok, i know i keep switching between my blogs because i like to keep my blog contents organised...or so i thought it was...turns out, it keeps leaving big gaping holes between topics due to the fact that when i write each time, my mood is different.
to show what im actually ranting on about:

my two blogs are:
1.ek pagli ki kahani(this one)
2.life just is...

my first blog is just for posting my random thoughts at any point of time...more along the lines of what is "happening" in my life...since 'kahani' means story...

but my second one is more of where i can actually rave and rant about all the unjustified happenings or anything that just puts me in a crappy mood and i feel like cursing/slapping/kicking/strangling/murdering someone or something (i dont care for the fact that u cant kill an inanimate object) lolz.
anyways...so thanks to that, my blogs now are actually all over the place instead of it being organised the way i wanted it to be...can this get any complicated??

hopefully it doesnt..or else i might just scrap this whoe blog thing and go back to writing my journal. no, i dont like diaries...it makes people think that i want to hide stuff from them when i really do.(does it make sense?)

as in, if they know its a diary, all the more people are inclined to steal it and try to catch a glimpse at what might you have written about them - the good, the bad, the gossips!

anywaays...now that all my crazy exams and assessments are over, i can finally enjoy my two weeks of break in peace. but not uninterrupted. i can be sure of that.

thanks to having mommy dearest and my bro as my housemates (no, im still not kidding) its not going to be smooth sailing. rest assured, to my readers i will post regularly during this break.

(i think i have readers - either that, or im just feeling over the top whilst in delusions that i do have some readers, apart from me)



now...to the topic!

the holidays are back again...and there were so many things that had happened beyond my usual reality...(yep, not my dreams)

for starters, i know this is lame but...i took the bus on my own for the first time from the glen shopping mall!

and im feeling so proud about this is because finally my mom is learning to loosen her grasp on. yes...she's has not yet let me go. (how pathetic is that?) mom was being slightly more than paranoid to let me go to and fro by myself, so she decided to drop me of at the mall when she went to work.

- sorry mom, but it high time you actually did let me go....after all im 19!
yes, im freaking NINETEEN, going on TWENTY!
and apart from that minor happiness, the next one was just about coming last nite.

well, the reason why i went to the mall ALONE was to get some stuff for the party i was going to that night. why i was so adamant on going on my own was to get the stuff without having my mom telling me not to waste money, or have my brother keep complaining that he is bored! i was at the mall two nights before this and that is exactly what happened.

anyways, i was hyped up about that...and i had great fun, not rockin fun sense, just a good time without particular annoyances.
stuff that i bought were:
1. a purple top
2. cosmetic brush set
3. eyeshadows
4. a necklace to go for the top
5. a gift for mom

i wrote this last nite(29/6/08), but i could not post it till today no thanks to the internet which was giving problems. (it still is by the way)
thankfully, i am able to access blogger though.

i will post part two tomorrow because im just too pissed of now with my laptop, it's giving me crazy problems. will elaborate those too tomorrow.
adios.

~shakti~

5 past 11pm...and clock is still ticking...

oh well...here's too boredom and procrastination. though i dont exactly have glass in my hands to propose this idiotic or you may even call it a crazy toast. but the reason why i am doin so is because, thanks to these twin "tumours", i am actually back in track to write my blogs...

or else...i would be just sitting in front of the laptop -blurandblank.com

;P
anyways that was what i had been doing prior to this...
lolz...
will be back again the next time coz i gotta run to supposedly do some last minute "revision" for my biology SAC(school assessed coursework) which unfortunately carries weight for my end year ENTER score.

sigh...i wish life would be much more simpler....
adios...

yippeeeeee!!!

i noe that is such a random title...
lolz...well...a 'big' yayy to me coz im back to blogging after a long time...
i noe im a sesat(lost) case lar...
but then again...its all no thanks to my freaking SACs and examz on the way...i seriously have no proper time for blogging...
this is just super crazy...
nywayz...im just posting this blog for a couple of reasons:
1)keeping it active
2) this is a random post...


buhbyeeeezzz =)

and p.s.

i ate the nasi lemak the next morning instead of stuffing my face that nite...
whew!!
it was after all a battle between the brain and my taste buds...
;P

not supposed to be sleepy...

goodness knows why im feeling sleepy at this hour.

as far as i know this should not be, because i had already had about 15 hours of sleep the previous nite...(give or take about 2 hours) lolz...

hmmm....

i think im feeling sleepy for 2 reasons:

1) i ate nasi lemak for dinner...if you dont know what it is, well you're missing out on one of the best malaysian food
direct translation would "fat rice" (no kidding); nasi = rice, lemak = fat.

in reality it is far from it...except for the fact that you can actually put on weight if you have this as a meal everyday. 'nasi lemak' usually consists of rice, anchovy sambal(hot curry), fried anchovies, roasted groundnuts, cucumber slices and an egg(either fried or boiled). occasionally there would be a serving of chicken/fish curry...depending on where you choose to eat it.

once you have eaten this, it creates a warm feeling in your stomach. and also it makes you feel sleepy because it is very filling.
here's a snapshot of it so that you would get an idea of what it exactly it is:

has this got you drooling?

check this link out and find out more about its history... ;P

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nasi_lemak

and reason number

2)......

err...actually i cant remember it...

how pathetic is that!!

well let me see....could be lethargy...no thanks to my oversleeping, or could be...aah...sod it....

i cant be screwed thinking of what the other reason is....lolzz...

im just too preoccupied with the nasi lemak now...

now let me see....should i binge on the second half that's in my fridge for my so-called supper, or should i just leave that for tomorrow...??

procrastinating... ;P

i shud have been doin my psychology homewerk...but instead im actually wasting my time here by editing,re-editing,re-editing....
non-stop till i got the "desired" effect of my blogs...
which is far from it i must say...but thankfully im progressing...
i think i'll just continue later....
or else im gonna get helluva lecture 2moro for not completing my homewerk....
ciaoz

half-day...yay

just got back from school...well not just exactly...
i wud say about a couple of hours...coz i was just too lazy too type...
and i had started my search for all the songs that drive me crazy and keep playing in my mind when i least expect it....
sheesh....doesnt that annoy u...
i mean after all...u cud say that they are haunting melodies...but haunting and not showing up? how sad is that....
anyhow...the searches that i have been making as been showing some gud results...i hope it lasts...dun wanna jinx it by saying anything more...(fingers crossed)

couple of hours later...

anyways....y the title half-day?
well pretty much today in school was a half day session thanks to the open nite my school is hosting...

and thanks to my timetable at school today, i had a spare last period...so i could come home extra extra early....hihihihihihi....
dont u just love it when have u get more time off than the rest of ur peers...
of course im not trying to be mean or anything....
lolz...

and of course...my half written blogs...based on what i have written out now....i wud say that its half finished...on behalf of my school's half day...
;P...i noe u guys wud are getting sick of this....
i'll stop now...

kinda sick...

as the title is...i am kinda sick with the bouts of flu...
but aside from that, i'm actually kinda sick of life come to think of it.gahhh!!!

oh well...
time to star a new blog...
enough of my anger venting...though im still not done with it...

;P lolz...