i wish i was still dreaming..

~i wish i could choose my dreams~

well...i'm feeling much better abt the other day's issue...

things are goin better...

oh btw, an update...i've finally landed in this alien land where i keep wishing that i'm not here.

i keep wishing and praying that i'm still dreaming and i will wake up soon...

*i wish*

adioz

~shakti~

huskies!!

awww...

they're darn gorgeous... :)

i saw one 2day when i went for a walk with my frend to vent out all my steam...

and he's so so so cute!! and frendly too...

he wasnt a pure husky...but a mix of an alaskan malamute...

whatever he was, he was just so beautiful...and he was a brown-eyed beauty and was 3/4ths white...

and also so so FLUFFYY *ngeeee*

i just wish i cud squeeeze him n bring him to bed :D

adioz

~shakti~

hidden

~can i come out now?~

hmmm....

maybe it's time for me to bring out the creativity that...

i have hidden for so long....

adioz

~shakti~

weird...

i dunno if its me or my sleeplessness causing this...

but for the last few days....there's something that keeps catching my eye...but when i turn, it's not there...

i noe when it's the stuff that actually is there when it moves to the wind or fan..

but this is weird...nothing is there that i can see (to even 're-wind' the movement to make sense of what had moved) ~ dunno if i'm making sense or not...

hmmm....i'm posting this cos, it's been like the umpteenth time i saw it this week...

oh welll

adioz

~shakti~

awesome meet up!

Yay to awesome frends!! :)

yesterday was darn cool when i went to meet a couple of frends...

missy mon and mr jay.cheapy :P

had some gud laughs after a long time...

my 1st stop was to bdr tasik selatan to 'pick-up' mr.cheapy...

and frm there we headed to mvalley-the gardens (gardensons as missy mon put it ystrday)

and while at gardensons, we had a good updating sesh...

afterwhich missy mon turned up...and we went to 'pick' her up frm where she was kinda lost... :P

then, lunch was another gila affair, we gt stuck at mcd's overcrowded line. while missy went n grabbed a spot for us...which was a good thing cos the place was extremely packed!

maklum-lah...hari sabtu.. :P

lepas lunch, we went for dessert hunting...

but before that, missy decided go check out some clothes and we too tagged along...

mr.cheapy also went to check for some shirts...orange is definitely not his colour...lolx..

finally we went to get the desserts ;P
me - da famous amos choc chip brownie

them - dunkin donuts...which they made me eat also...

and full on blah blah blah seshh...till we thought we better make a move before we got kicked out frm there...

and then we went to gardensons...and continued

finally at abt 7pm i had to make a move...and it was so hard to leave...cos i was meeting them all after so long...missy mon, even longer (more than a year :[ )

so we went bdr tasik selatan, cos mrcheapy parked his car there...

and frm there i went back home...

even while waiting fr my train we still cud not stop yakking :P

*sigh* i love u guys terribly

must have more meet ups..

adioz

~shakti~

inspirations..!!!

~one of the inspirations~

wow...!!!i just cant believe it...

i've found so many inspirations online...

not that i usually dont search...

but this seems kinda diff...

my mind seems to be bubbling with alot of ideas...

woot..!!!

these are some of the things that inspired me...

1. under the window bookcase

2. wall hooks (for decor and purpose)

3. notebooks

4. bed with purpose (aka storage space under it)

and the best of all...

5. making a fort..yeah...kiddish...but wat the heck...im liking that ;)

adioz

~shakti~

for the love of the Maestro's music...

adioz

~shakti~

a mini realisation...

~compartMENTALized~

the need for each thing to be in its own place

a few maybe...

procrastination...im the best in that...

well, i kinda realise why i put things off...

and the reason is simple yet...weird..

i'll explain in terms of an example...

that way u might get what i'm saying...

ex:

when i wanna clean up my closet, im ready to start...

i have all the ideas of what i want, how i want it, what i will be doing with the remaining stuff..

the prob is that when i start, i see either alot of precious things..or i find it daunting for the fact that,what if i cant clear up the mess that i'm gonna make...a.k.a. when i'm gonna pull out the stuff from the closet, it will be making a BIGGER mess than what my room is in...

therefore, i choose to procrastinate..knowing that, this is mess is bearable compared to the one that might be made...

u get the idea...?

so, when it comes to the rest of my things, the issue that crops up is that, where do i keep the DISPLACED stuff...cos, after i'm done with a section, i KNOW for sure that there will 'homeless' things...which in turn make the place messy again...

*sigh*

yes., i know i have to throw away alot of things as well...

but i dont know where to start... ;(

nyways...i shall be pondering on how to overcome this issue...

adioz

~shakti~

Bewafa (Imran Khan) - updated version... lolx

this chick is awesome!!

do not take your eyes off her ;P

happy watching..

inspiration...

i think i have found an inspiration..

after so long ;)

>>> Krish!!

adioz

~shakti~

bored as hell...

now that i am back at home...

for good unfortunately...

i've been feeling seriously, seriously bored...

bleagghhh...

i know i have tons of stuff to do...

but somehow or rather...i either get side-tracked or end up just not doing them at all...

it's like 'why do i even need to do this?' kinda feeling...

it feels like there is no point...

when i'm not gonna be here anyways...

like work for instance...

there's abt only 2 months or less left...

and my dad has asked me to look for a job...

it's pretty tough when u know u're gonna leave pretty soon...

hmmm...

and then there's my room...

which is of course a perpetual mess...

*sigh*

but of course...i have to clean it up and leave it spick n span so that i wont have trouble whenever i come back home...if u call this home anyways...

refer to my other blog if u wanna know whats bugging me...

oh well...life's a b*tch they say...

i think for me....life's a freaking mess...

and that's all i can think off for now...

adioz

~shakti~

p.s. i did get to meet up with mr.someone again ;)

was a gud one