catharsis...

~ripple effect on the still waters of my life~

need to clear my mind before i start my work...

*sigh*

yeah, my brain feels pretty overloaded these days despite talking with some of my frends about the kind of situation i feel that i am in...though im not completely sure...

hmmmm....

every now and then i just feel too overwhelmed...esp since this semester has been really hectic on me...i just hope i dont become insane by the end of my course...

the few things that keep bothering me are my studies, finance, parents and love...

*studies - despite being supposedly submerged in my studies, i do feel that i need to put in more effort...but at the same time i feel like im gasping for breath...

*parents - somehow i feel that there is abit slack in the communication level with them...but at the same time, i see that there is a difference in the way they are treating me...esp my dad...feels weird, though i shud be happy...hmm...talk about feeling mixed ;S

*finance - same old, same old...i need more money crap...i wont elaborate here further...or else i'll end up boring ppl as well as myself

*love - this is getting more interesting...somehow ;P

i finally found out that my frend does have interest in me...or seems to have interest...so im still waiting and watching...though he seems to be "showing" more love towards me...which i do like :D...but its also worrying...cos i dont wanna end up being a fool like wat happened last time and break my heart again in the process...

hmmm....

P.s i miss him :D

yeah, i start liking him awhile ago...though i was in denial ;P
but i guess i need to see the logical side to everything for then and also now...and if kept following my emotions, i think i'll be making loads of mistakes as i used to...

so, i gotta make sure that there will be a balance...

*sigh*

hope all goes well...

cant wait for my hols to meet him ;)

adioz

~shakti~