Is it worth it??

i dunno why...
but today..now...this moment...
i feel like it sucks to be me...

for some reason..i dont feel like my upbeat self..
i'm beginning to feel drained...
after all the things that i have been going through..

and now...all that my mind is thinking...
" is it worth it? "

i keep wondering...
should i just ask my parents to take me back with them...

but that would mean that i'm admitting defeat..
for all the things i have a fought for and still fighting....

it sucks to be me...

bleaaggghhhhh



*note: i think i my hormones are out of whack again..
but doesnt make my thought any less valid!!


adioz
~shakti~